My one and only wish~

today i stood still with a pale look,
looking at the stale cold sky,
with one hope;
which is to be with my loved ones this Chinese New Year;
It's raining~
I know~
I know~
seeing humans hating each other so much;
makes me wonder why such things should happen?
i'm just an ordinary human like everyone else;
what can i do?
what can i do to save this world from hatred and evil?

i have my limits;
i believe i can create some sort of miracle someday;
i made a wish during new year;
wishing that the fountain of love will be showering every living things;

Now, I put your wish into me,
When it becomes hard for you, I'll hold onto your hand,
I do not exist in your heart, you believe you're alone,
Just like how this cruel world wants you to think

If you find your way through the dark path you've been thrown on, your life will become different,
Even if you fall due to being exhausted, do you see me in front of you? The person who'll be willing to let you stay?

In your memories, in your heart, in your innocent dreams,
Even if your dreams fell into a maze, you had spread your wings,
Even the pain you've experienced, the time you've cried,
Put them in your heart, just hold them in,
And one day, you'll be able to smile

I believe that you can do it,
It's a wish I can't erase,
I'll hold onto your hand,
So you can shine brightly

i believe love is eternal;
love does not limit to certain beings;
love does it's practice;
on the person to be loved and is loved;
a never ending fountain of joy;
would come pouring continuously;
one day i realize;
nothing can replace it's force of it;
greatetr than ever than the force of nature!
Gamsahamida! Annyeong~

Done with exams.. but........................

finally i'm blogging again.. i noe my blog is kinda like white elephant these days.. haihhhh.. wat to do~i rather do smthing else rather than blogging.. i'm thankful that i've completed my thesis on pediatrics psychology which marks the end of the beginner level of my research.. I'm now on the Circle of Intermediate Researcher Psychologist! Yippie! all my hardwork eventually paid off.. it took me abt 2 yrs to reach this level.. for the past few mths i've been struggling to complete my exams..

Common lio actually.. in russia control means quiz n colloq is nearly like final exam, except the way they conduct it, totally diff frm malaysia.. in Nilai UC our histology exam is all abt identifying slides n name the cells.. but here it's diff.. all of a sudden this cell junction thing appear~ and those names of enzymes n etc.. v x learn that in histopathology.. my teacher was superb nice! her name is Nadeshda or v call her Nadia.. sweet lady lol~ for bio, 1st colloq was quite easy, but when it comes to 2nd colloq, hmmmm... all those genetics stuff appear~ the teacher le, superb sampat until i dunno hw 2 describe her.. her name is Olga, one tall woman with huge eyes.. her height even the guys in my class also kalah! v call her princess diana.. hehehhee..

i enjoyed studying chemistry and histology... both my fav! physics le.. open book examination where v can bring in Alexandra Maksina's lecture notes during colloq.. i'm jx an average student in physics.. ahhh.. nt my fav subject also.. my weakest point was my languages.. my russian language teacher, Svetlana would owaz say,"Emelia, ploha! ploha student!" means bad student in english.. nvm.. it takes tm for me to catch up.. as for latin, i had difficulties in memorizing those declination n i often gt confused with the genders n etc.. anatomy is x a burden to me, but latin.. swt!

my fav lecturer was Dr. Sergey Bilikin.. he inspired me a lot for chem..hmmmm.. must study hard lo.. i love my chem teacher too.. her name is Dr Kalashnikova.. kinda siao lec but i truly enjoyed myself in her class~..

v studied philosophy too~ my lecturer, Tatiana korableva, is one nice lady.. reminds me to my Singapore aunt~ during her class, it's like u teach me english i teach u Russian.. sweat! so v will often hear this word, " u.... shud... passsss up! ur homework.... panyatna?"... den v will say, " harasho teacher!" hahahhaha.. kinda funny also.. to her the longer u write, ur answer is right n ocein harasho... but when u give short answer, u've better gt urself prepared to gt scolded by her.. i summarize la.. short answer is wrong, long answer is right.. weird huh?

haizzz.. tired lio... to be continued~~~~~~~~~~~~